I feel really stressed out about work. I have a "flight" feeling over the two month runway we have in funding. The M4O fund still is owed $10,000 and if the museum is trying to last, we need to stop spending (from my view). But the only thing I feel like I have control over spending wise now, is... I don't know, my own position. Which I feel should be removed if the museum is having problems.
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The only thing we need now is
I can be the face, but I'm having trouble being the voice. I speak from the facts and the heart, but I feel when I do so, I'm being told to say something else, which has me a loss for a story. Story telling ...
"Just rally the board"
I have tried to rally the board to my vision,
I honestly feel deeply outside of my abilities at this point and truly think it would be wise to find someone that can do this work better than me.