I wanted to write about how I feel. I feel like doing nothing. Maybe I'm catching whatever Sarah has right now but. I'm just beat. I think that breaking down the cardboard might get my blood pumping a bit so that I won't be yawning during my meeting. I just want to move stuff around and help run events here at MADE. I guess that's something I could ask for, but I want to travel, so I've asked for them to find the next ED. It's a big move. I have no idea what I will do next but I'm sure it won't be as easy or synergistic as this so that has me scared. But the new task ahead has me scared and feeling under appreciated for what I can do and have done. So obviously I need something, and I think that is time and space away from MADE. I couldn't be the king or savior of the museum, and I'm am for sure not a "God" as recently requested in conversation about what is needed in an ED.
I forgot to start breaking down the cardboard. I'll do that now, although my meeting starts in two minutes. 14:43