2025-12-26

We're watching Food Wars, well Sarah is and I am Journaling. Mainly we slept in today. We woke up and watched some Media. I've cleaned some things in the kitchen and we broke down some of the boxes and wrapping paper. We still need to take down the xmas decorations. I think I'm going to try to make the sleeping room better. Well I guess I've been thinking that for awhile but it's hard to make it happen. Recently, and somewhat now, I don't feel like publishing my public journal. I don't feel like I'm doing anything that is of note and there are so many people in the world that have it harder than me so I don't want to sound like I am complaining, but I feel kinda lost and it's hard to write in the voice that I have-- this explaining, confident but wordy something something... I am overthinking it really.

I can just choose to write about a subject as I please. I want some reason to write though. That's probably the main reason behind just forcing this to be an open journal. It might~ get read. I guess it doesn't matter if it gets read or not with how things work now. It will become part of the training data that is the internet. Every combination of letters and words could be considered unique and scored for how many times it is reused etc etc, how the machine learning stuff works or at least what I know of it. I should perhaps study something like that? I don't really know. What is interesting to me? I would say games but I think that I am a bit burnt on them maybe. Media in general I feel like I might want to take in less but it's hard when Sarah has it on all the time and we live so closely. Something is always on in the background. I was part of the choice today tho. We're going to Universal Studios Orlando Resort for the first time and it looks like it will be a lot of fun. I've taken as much care to make sure we don't have an money problems and can really try, within reason, whatever we want. It was still something of an impulse buy-- but the impulse wasn't impulsive. It was like a slow build up. So maybe that's like-- not what impulse means? Oh it looks like it has two definitions.

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