2025-10-14

I'm really feeling out of it. I quit my job at MADE yesterday. I couldn't stop worrying about things out of my control, out of the scope of my role. The entire scope of what the museum does and it's mission seemed to creep into other domains beyond what I was really there to work on. I don't know how else to put it at this time so I'll leave it at that. I need to focus on something else.

I can't sleep. But I need to try. So I'll do that now. 01:40
I've been playing a lot of Torn. But I can feel myself starting to get bored of it even.
What is next for me? What other turbulance is ahead of me, did I save up enough from this job to make sure that I don't need to sell anything or change the quality of life I already have? How long can I take a break for? Will this change my budget for the holidays? I don't have the exact answers to any of these and that worries me. But i don't want to worry any more. I need to just sleep.