2026-03-20

The internet is out right now here. I guess that could be used to find "about" where I am at the time of writing but I can relax about that-- since I'm not going to have the site auto update while I'm without internet. So this is a digital garden in limbo.

There is so much here, but so little. What is it that I really want to do with my time?
I feel like I've been keeping busy, but busy isn't productive. I feel like I'm not being very productive to myself or my community at this point, but it's likely mental whiplash from having stepped down from my work at MADE. I could donate some of my time to some cause, but I am feeling somewhat dulled passion-wise at this time. What I do, I try to do with some oomph, so I want to be oomph-ready. oomph is probably some tech startup or something like that now-- so I want to be clear I mean the onomatopoeia / "with passion"

I've been using apple "Journal" app now that it's on the computer so Obsidian and thus my digital garden have taken a bit of a back burner. I don't know if I even like the term digital garden. Because it won't grow without my direct input, but I guess my garden irl wouldn't either-- but it's something that when I return to it-- it has evolved! Right now, this is static and just returns me to what I've already seen. So not like my garden.

The Journal app, it has things like wordcount and streaks and silly stuff like that. I wonder what extensions obsidian has on that front. I also need to update the extension that lets me publish. Last time I was publishing that was the goal. Is the site even up? I can't check lolol well I could with my phone but that seems like no internet cheating. That's like a generator when the lights go out-- smart but you never get the "in the dark" feeling. Which has a bit of charm to it somehow. Maybe I just have rose colored glasses on for life or something. I should -- what should I ? write more? relax? Do soemthing? something. Hmmm...

Anyway, that's all I've got for this for now.

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